there are somethings girlfriends just can't do.
i can't talk to you like a friend.
i can't..
sigh, i dont know.
i saw all those messages in your inbox today,
well i'm sorry i peeped,
sorry i invaded your privacy.
but i didnt mention it to you or asked you about it,
hoping you would tell me yourself.
well, you did say something,
but you didnt mention names, why?
i know, i am making a big fuss over something small,
but i just cant get it off my mind.
i'm so insecure,
now i realise..
there can be nothing else, except insecurity.
there's so many things that are going wrong in my life.
but i dont know where to start.
i'm just standing here, letting all the waves hit me,
physically i havent fallen,
but inside.. its beaten.
just like a rotting wooden stilt that just stands there in the midst of waves.
that innocent smile which captivates
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