`happy valentine's.
`i'm glad you messaged,
i'm glad i crossed your mind.
i... i don't know what else to say.
`its a valentine's day spent alone,
at home trying to handle the headache, the flu and the cough.
but it's alright,
i'm so elated to just see your name appear in my inbox.
thoughts of the last valentine rushed through,
i could remember the tingles,
i could remember how dashing you look,
i could remember it was a triple date. =)
and i could remember all all all about you.
about us.
but i know,
this year, this day,
i'm just a friend.
it doesn't matter,
it's good enough,
i'm contented.
`i know this day would be a memorable one for you,
you've finally touched her heart,
you've finally found your one and only, true bliss.
`nothing else matters,
i don't matter,
everything else in the world won't matter,
except her.
it's alright if i have to spend this day alone,
just to have you be genuinely happy.
so don't bring any worries along with you,
everything else would be fine,
as long as you're happy,
as long as you get your bliss.
`i must get a hold of myself,
i mustn't fall.
it's hard,
putting you behind,
accepting the fact.
i know i can keep everything down,
without bursting out and breaking down.
no matter how rocky the road is down ahead,
no matter how tough it'd be to pull through,
i'd still make it.
everything has been okae so far,
yearning for company at night will soon be over,
the tireness from school will make me rest early,
the loads of work will keep me occupied.
so my mind won't drift,
i won't ever think about you,
i won't be feeling so moody everyday.
`i remember you said we can make it through the rain,
now even without you,
i won't get myself stuck in this cold, hard rain.
i'll feel better again.
everything would fade away with time.
i hope.
be happy that he found his true love,
put off that facade of yours,
stand out and say you feel happy for him.
come on, be brave and face reality.
that innocent smile which captivates
`[4:07 PM]
