`i love you more and more each day.
i feel more and more for you.
its like this galaxy ride that goes on and on, with all the pretty stars shimmering in the endless dark sky.
`lying by your side and staring at your face,
with all the stars up in the sky,
children's laughter all around,
it was such a nice feeling!
i felt so comfortable talking to you this way,
even though your face was so near,
and even though i know everyone who walked pass would be staring at us.
there were endless things to talk about,
haha although most of it were just us crapping,
but i just love it!
i could've stayed there all night.
it was like a perfect dream to me! =]
`you're getting sweeter each day too!
the way you tell me i am the prettiest even though i know you're only saying it cause i'm your girlfriend. but still, its so sweet! =]
the way you just insist that i lie on your shoulder, despite it aching. you're absolutely sweet, pushing my head to your shoulder, not letting me lie back on my chair.
the way you hold my head when i sleep during bus rides, afraid that i'd be awaken by the jerks of the bus. haha so cute of you!
the way you treat hug me tight on MRT rides, just because you don't want horny asses to stare at me. so thoughtful of you.
the way you look when you know i am injured, looking in your eyes, i can see how much you care for me, i hope you know i care as much for you! i was worried sick that day when you were sick, you told me you were feeling cold in class, i felt so bad for having your jacket with me. =( hearing your voice, ow ow ow, i can still feel the heartache, that gentlemenly voice of yours be came so weak, so faint. =(
the way you whisper 'i love you', i wouldn't mind hearing it a gazillion times.
`it's so wonderful to have you in my life now.
i am starting to understand why she needed him so much so much,
it is just like the way i need you to be there for me.
but seeing everyone like this just scares me,
so much.
it almost seems like every other guy would get a lil sick of their girlfriend as time goes by.
is it that when you know i'll be fine, when you know i will sleep well, when you know someday we're going to meet each other again, you don't have to care as much, you don't have to miss me, you don't have to pay as much attention to me? is this really how a r/s works? i hope not. i won't ever want you to drift away, i won't ever want to be left out by you. i want that place in your heart, the same place, the same space i take up, always.
`i never thought i'll be willing to miss gatherings with my friends to go out with my love,
i never thought there would be one person who'd be so nice as to listen to all my shitty thinking, all my insensible assumptions, and tend to me.
i never thought there would be a time where i'll shed genuine tears at the thought of having to leave someone's side.
i never thought there would be one person who'd give me so much assurance, so much security.
i never thought there could be no secrets between two person.
i never thought i'd be able to trust someone that he'll keep his promises for sure.
i never thought that i could carry on with just one person being there for me.
i never thought life could be so full of hope, full of happiness.
until i found you darl,
until i found you.
i am so happy i found you, so happy. your endless love surrounds me, so much so that i feel i am the center of your life. it feels so sweet, so nice, and i am truly blessed. i don't know what the future brings, but you're the first who made me so close to believing that we'll get married for sure. it is the first time i am in a relationship where i am almost sure i want to marry that guy. it is the first time i thought so so so far, with you having to get pass my Dad, with you having to attain goodie results so that we can live without worries in future, my entire life with you ahead. my god, i seriously am in love with you. so deeply that i know i'll be truly hurt if i were to lose you. a hurt that would be more unbearable than any other pain. but i know you won't let me get hurt, even if you have to give up your life for me to be fine. no, i don't want you to save me and be my hero, i want to die with you so that at least i can get to see the perfect heaven, with you around. =] iloveyourkisses.iloveyourhugs.iloveyou.
thistimeiamsure,
itsforever.
that innocent smile which captivates
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