i'm happy.
you're so, mr perfect to me.
you're just like what those crappy chained emails always say, things like, find a guy who kisses you on your forehead, a guy who tells you he wants you to marry him, and so on.. YOU DO ALL THAT. =]
you're so caring, everything that's being done, you think of me. to think you thought about things for an entire night before telling me you wanna be with me.
you're so sweet. there's like, one thousand and one things you did for me. learn my favourite song and sing it to me and all those sugary words you'd say, they just send tingles though my heart.
you're so understanding and patient. you would always be there to comfort me, to listen and entertain my dumb thoughts, to just clear any doubt i have. never once did you force me to stop thinking, never once did you say i am just making things more complicated for myself.
with someone like you, i'll never be afraid to tell you whatever i'm thinking.
because i know you'll never tell me i'm thinking too much and not answer me, thank you so much darl. =]
that's why i love you so! =]
but sometimes, i really doubt myself.
i don't know if i'll disappoint you, i don't know if i'll hurt you in future.
for so much that you've done for me, and how much you feel for me, i can't bear to see you sad, not at all.
everytime i talk about him, you'd just tell me to forget the painful past, and that you'll be there for me,
and you'd say, "i trust you"
that meant a whole lot to me. and, it taught me alot. now, every now and then when i start to doubt you, when i start to think of how bad the future could get, i'll just whisper to myself, "i trust you, as much as you trust me" =]
hmm i hope things will only get better and not worse. =]
all the things happening around us makes me a little afraid of the future, besty and weix, cheryl and fei, and all those people whom we're always talking to.
but from the way you tell me you're different, the way you assured me.
i believe you. =]
but darl, don't always be my hero okae? don't just keep all your sadness in you, all your doubts, just to make me feel better. don't always sacrifice for me. give me a chance to be that undestanding, that caring, and that nice. alright? =]i love you. you know it. =]
that innocent smile which captivates
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