`those were the days.
haha, i've never felt so left out before.
she used to be the one who sits alone while she shares a seat with me on the bus.
she used to be the one trying to catch our attention to get us to listen to what she has to say.
she used to be the one whom we'd always pick on.
she used to be the one who is always in the dark of things happening around.
i used to be the one who knows all about her.
yea, everything's "used to".
its all the other way round now.
well, i guess its just life isn't it?
you give and take.
maybe she's someone better, more patient, nicest now.
nah, i think she is...
what more can i say?
haha, i'm kicked out of the entire picture in your life.
the garfield in your blog should be changed to Britney.
i never thought things would end up this way, i'd never ever forget what happened way before. call me selfish, call me whatever, yes, i can't forget the very time she just crushed the trust we had. i still believe she's the same way she was. a leopard never change its spots. i just don't see her as someone i can feel totally comfortable with.`you're behind me i guess.
i don't miss you as much.
yes, i long for you to be by my side still.
but i don't hold much hopes and i'm just, giving myself another chance.
you don't deserve someone who loves you this much,
you didn't treasure all those who loves and loved you.
so yea, i shouldn't be so foolish as to put myself in a r/s where i won't get cherished at all.
maybe someday when i realise what you're doing and when you really start to cherish and treasure, my hopes would rekindle.
`quieten down, i have.
not sure why too.
i know one thing is that what ever i say seems to be wrong infront of you two.
everytime i say something, you'd ask a question in return.
it just makes me feel as though what i'm saying is totally wrong and irrelevant and not true.
i just dislike your questions, i dislike the way you sound, as though i don't make any sense at all.
this just makes every sentence i wanna say much more difficult to say.
`i'm starting to go back to locking myself in.
i wished i hadn't and won't.
that innocent smile which captivates
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