`cool it,
settle down.
jiayou.
`i'm starting to think about my life in time to come,
how'd it be like?
would i still hang out with the same old people?
would i still be tied down and remain as patient as possible?
would i still be giving in like always?
must i remain as, the perfect friend? and just try as much as possible to make everyone else happy?
...would i be happy?
`i hope school starts soon.
i really do.
i just want to keep studying, bury and drown myself with work and exams.
by then, i'll be too tired to even think about things,
and by then i think i'll feel better.
`two days ago, it was the 6th of march.
you messaged me the night before, the 5th.
maybe i crossed your mind,
or maybe, it was just cause you happened to message me.
aii, this day just made everything worse,
it made things more difficult to bear.
`it has been a year,
and i'm still stuck here.
never mind, time heals everything.
i must believe in time,
at least it won't turn its back on me.
it'll just watch over me,
stay with me,
and heal my wounds.
slowly, gradually,
i would be back on my feet,
walking on, with you in my heart,
always there,
etched in.
jiayou.
that innocent smile which captivates
`[11:51 PM]
