`yes,
so its true.
i was right.
isn't this so much better?
now that everything is all but a lie.
now that everything is back like before.
but how wonderful,
you used me to lie to her?
i see,
so that's how much i stand in your heart.
this pain is so intense it is no longer that stabbing,
pricking pain of that shattered heart.
but it is not hurting me in anyway either.
my heart is dead.
maybe now i understand why it was so hard for besty to love again.
that innocent smile which captivates
`[9:26 PM]
