okay, i just posted a long entry,
but its all gone.
i just want to say,
if you just don't want to try anymore, forget it,
if you don't want to believe in me, its alright.
i have no patience, no time anymore.
i have to concentrate on my studies.
for this once,
i'm not going to take the first step to settle and sort things out,
i'm sorry.
you're not leaving, you're just pushing me away.
have you forgotten how much i've tried to make things right for you?
just because of the fact that she goes telling you things about me, you've dimissed all that had happened the past few days?
why are you always affected by some busybody who thinks she knows me so well?
i don't tell people about how i feel, not openly, you know that.
so why? why doubt me again?
is friendship meant to be measured this way?
by how much i tell you about what i think and what's happening in my life?
that innocent smile which captivates
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