`i sent you a message.
`i hope i don't wake u up if u're sleeping,
i'm sorry if i had frightened you with those words i said yesterday.
i guess, you didn't know what to reply again,
mabye that's why u didn't reply my message.
i know, u'd have felt oppressed by my feelings for you again,
i didn't mean it,
and i'm sorry.
i know, i didn't keep the promise,
and because i didn't keep the promise,
i can't be friends with you.
i know you want to make things right,
and i'm glad you still want me as a friend,
you even tried a few times.
if i had been too stubborn,
and i didn't reply you,
i'm sorry.
i was just testing you out,
to see how much i mean to you.
you can just ignore the message yesterday okae?
i'm sorry,
i shouldn't hav let u know about all that.
for now,
just stay where you are,
i'm happy as long as you are.
and, if you've reallie got back with her,
don't get yourself hurt again okae?
cause,
i can't be there to comfort you,
to make things right for you anymore.
take care of yourself,
be strong what ever happens,
just like me. =)
so until i get over you,
you stay happy with them.
hmm,
you might not remember the date,
but this was the day you last said to me,
i love you.
sorry again.
`as always,
i was hoping you would reply,
so so so much.
i was even thinking what would you say to me.
but you didn't.
i knew it would be this way,
but i was just wishing for a change.
`i wonder if the message even touched you,
if you felt anything.
or was i just this irritant?
`i know i am getting all emotional about this,
but forgive me alright?
i'm sorry,
i'll try my best to keep everything inside.
i really wish to know,
if you had got back with her,
if she had regained her place in your heart?
she never ever left did she?
you just kept her there,
not letting anyone else in.
why did you get me entangled and just,
leave me here to struggle on my own?
`sigh,
i met you today.
`you were just right there,
sitting at a side,
my heart,
it was almost like,
i don't know,
i had to force those tears back.
`just what am i so sad about?
just what do i want?
`i just hate this day.
that innocent smile which captivates
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