i've decided,
i'm sorry, but i can't keep my promise.
but, i won't show it.
not even a little,
it doesn't matter how much i yearn to message you,
to care for you,
to know how're you.
sigh,
i didn't know we would turn out this way,
i didn't know we can't even be friends,
just merely friends...
i'm glad i have a place where i can keep my secrets,
my wishes i have for you and me.
i trust everyone who's reading.
help me keep my secrets alright?
i know you will.
-smiles
good luck to you for tomorrow,
since i can no longer message you.
that innocent smile which captivates
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