my heart sank right to the bottom,
even the lifeguard can't save me,
as i dived into the waters of silence,
i couldn't make out my tears and the waters,
i once again feel suppressed,
but cause of something else this time round.
i hate it.
i don't like to feel this way.
everything is just my fault isn't it?
i wished i didn't lived,
i wished i couldn't hear,
nor could i speak.
i shall just keep everything within,
and not pen them down,
i don't need nobody to care,
no one bothers.
as a teardrop fell, hurting inside.
that innocent smile which captivates
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