i'm sorry.
maybe i did said something wrong,
maybe it is cause of me,
i won't make a sound,
i won't go any closer.
i won't rob you of your happiness,
i will back away.
i will leave the best for you.
should i keep trying?
or should i just leave this world of mine?
the world seems to be so distant,
yet sometimes,
he's so close.
i am confused.
i can't make things out.
all that i know is,
i can't bear to cut off from you,
i don't want to,
i'd rather stay here,
even if my heart have to be stabbed a thousand more times,
i am willing to stay,
to just feel your slight presence.
i'm staying.
no matter what i have to go through.
i love you.
just as always.
i am still wishing.
that innocent smile which captivates
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