i could have stayed and kept calm,
or i could just leave quietly..
it suddenly dawned on me that all along,
i was the one holding on,
never failing to tell you how much i love you,
how much i want you back,
how much i miss you..
maybe she's right,
by staying right where i was,
not moving on at all,
i can then be embraced in all the sweet times we've shared,
only when i'm ready to let go,
i would put all these behind,
for now,
just let me hold on to them.
i don't know,
on one side i want you back so badly,
but on the other,
i'm so afraid to love you again,
sigh i love you so much and yet i don't dare to try.
hmm i guess i will stay here,
and myabe someday,
i would leave quietly,
i promise i won't make a sound,
i promise it won't disturb you.
that innocent smile which captivates
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