while i was walking home yesterday,
i felt so afraid,
like i always did,
but this time round,
it wasn't you who companied me,
it was him.
i was hoping you would offer to send me home
but i think you don't make it an effort anymore,
because we're no longer together,
because you don't have the responsibility anymore.
we look as though we're still together,
many people tell me that,
i was just thinking,
do you reallie want them to think this way?
why haven't u told any of your friends?
somehow with all the things that are happening now,
they just make me miss you more,
and they just make me think you're still the one i love,
the more i realise how much i love you,
the more i want to be with you again..
would you accept me again?
or would u reject me?
sigh, forget it, i don't dare to try..
i miss you, so much that its taking me away.
that innocent smile which captivates
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