i just have this prick in my heart that never goes away,
i just have this headache that haunts me day n night,
i just keep worrying that another come rights at me again.
the tide is high,
waves are coming so strong,
it is difficult to restand the waves,
i am losing my balance,
the waves are engulfing me,
i'm drowning,
again.
i am not ready to settle anything that comes again,
ia m not ready to suffer another blow,
i am breaking down,
i know i am.
that innocent smile which captivates
`[11:32 PM]