i caught a glimpse of you,
your back,
glimpses are enough.
i won't want to look at you into your eyes,
i'll feel so much pain inside,
i crumble, i fall, right before you.
i wonder if you know today's date,
i feel,
extra miserable..
i don't want to know that you know i feel this way,
but not do anything to make me feel better,
even as a friend?
i want to get over you,
yet i know it is almost impossible to not love you,
what can i do?
to make those tears go away,
to stop the excruciating pain in me.
to let me regain my sleep, with those wonderful dreams i had,
to make those nightmares go away.
i'm almost to my limit,
i am living in hell,
all the angels have left,
all the stars aren't shining anymore,
the sea just drowns me.
that innocent smile which captivates
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