Sunday, June 19, 2005
would u ever turn back..have u really left?
i didn't know how losing you would be like, until i lost you.i dun want this to happen..i kept the light in me burning for you,but it is dimming,my tears,they are making it go away,extinguishing it.i'm using my every strength to keep it burning,because it is so difficult to believe that everything is gonna end.i tried againn,n i failed again.my heart, it..*sigh*you've promised not to leave me, you said it won't be an empty promise,but i think i had made you break that promise haven't i?i gave up,even though you once told me not to give up on you,because you would never give up on me, i gave up.but can i turn back on my words?late at night,i made a secret wishh,i wished that i could just do a little more,to get you back.i know i can,i'm willing to do as much as it takes,but will it bring you back? love keeps us going,love keeps us strong.it was what you said..maybe that's why i wasn't strong enough..my dear,truthfully..i regret letting you know i wanna give up, because i dun want to.i regret not trying that little more,maybe things would be so much better,maybe i can go back to the place in your heart where it used to be,maybe i can get to grow old with you,maybe u won't ever leave my side..i am so foolish,to push you away only to regret it,now that u don't care,i have nothing n no one to blame,but myself..
that innocent smile which captivates
`[1:43 PM]
