=))
todae i went to play badminton with you,
i felt so happy,
so blissful..
i was still brooding over wedenesday,
being unable to go with u guys,
to see you..
just then i heard my phone ringing,
n amidst of missing you,
i found out it was you,
u called me,
i'm so glad.. =))
at first, i didn't know it was you,
just when u told me you were you,
it dawned on me how much i miss your voice,
the way you sound on the phone,
your call brought me back to those sweet memories we've shared..
*sigh*
although everything is going all so well,
it would never be the same,
because i won't ever hold your hand again,
i won't be able to feel your warmth in the cinema,
i won't have you sending me home,
i won't hear you say you love me again.
but i guess that is all meant to be,
i think you're happier this way,
i don't mind..
as long as you're happy..=))
but just when something nice happens,
i did something wrong again.
but i was just thinking,
if i hadn't told her,
won't she be the one who's angry with me?
*sigh*
if only he knows that he have to tell the truth of everything to her,
if only,
i don't know.
i was thinking if all was well,
if everything was fine and going great,
this wouldn't have been a stepping stone,
if he thinks she'll mind,
he should understnad that they have to love each other for who they are,
there is just no need to lie or try to hide things up,
honestly,
i would feel so much more hurt if i got to know all my trust was to believe in a lie,
or a cover-up.
my friend,
don't cry, don't be sad,
just like how you've always encouraged me all this while,
i hope you can do things the same way.
even if the love is no longer true,
even if it doesn't work out,
just be happy and remember the bliss you've once enjoyed,
i'm sure things would turn out to be so much better afterwards..
but,
maybe this was just one of the tests of your love,
i'm sure u two can make it through the rain!
just be sure of your love for him,
don't don't don't ever lose the trust, the faith,
believe in yourself, him, and the love you all share..
don't hold back anymore,
maybe because i've been through it?
you won't ever know how much you will miss the time you two shared,
the happiness, the messages, and many other things..
i know,
i may not understand you,
but this is all i hafta sae to you,
i know no matter how hard u try to understand,
i still won't,
maybe i didn't think in your footsteps throughout.
but i just hope you can believe in him,
and remember the words i said,
he loves you so much that he is willing to do anything,
don't ever take things for granted,
think of the amount of love he had for you that made him do so much,
just, look at me..
can you bear to let your dearest get so upset?
that innocent smile which captivates
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