Thursday, June 16, 2005
time n again,my hopes were crushed,over n over again,my heart was shattered.you were the very first i was serious about,you were the very first i gave so much,but the more i gave,the more grieve, sadness, hurt i've got in return.they say,to a woman, the one she loves means the world to her;she would give anything for his love,but to a man,the woman he loves,she's only one of the countries in the world,some big,some small,n me?yes, you were the world to me,but me to you?it must be one of the larger countries,and a beautiful one,just like those tourists would go to,those with attractive places of interest that catches ur attention,where for the heat of the moment,you love that country so much,you want so much to visit,just a trip would do,after which are the beautiful memories,wonderful times you've had,sweet pictures that is left,and next up is another country.right now,i've given up on my world,because it seems to big for me to explore,too difficult for me to understand n mostly,i am too minute for the world,i can't give what the world wants,even afta i've given all that i had,what it needs is beyond my abilities,therefore now,i can only give up those dreams,hopes and wishes i have for the big big world,n let it crumble down on me.no matter how hard it is to give up,i must,because the world doesn't need me anymore,the world finds that i'm a nuisance,the world doesn't care anymore,the world,doesn't love its country anymore.i just hope my world can find its favourite country,and love that country,care for that country,forever keeping it in his embrace.my world means alot to me,and i'll always love my world..
that innocent smile which captivates
`[10:31 PM]
