Monday, June 06, 2005
i'm so tired; my legs r tired, my mind is tired n my eyes.. they hurti walked home..
alone..
crying n crying.. i din noe wad else i could do..
the way home was so far n yet i felt nothing, nothing at all
i kept thinkin,
am i askin too much?
does everything seem so..'its okae' to u?
or u just dun wanna make things worse?
u disappointed me..even if u remembered..u didn't seem to treat it as a special day..am i just so sensitive? i tink i am..i didn't mean to pick up fights.. that is the last thing i wanna do..
but.. i just dunnoe howta convey myself..
i dunnoe how i should reply u when u sae..'haha' when dere is obviously something wrong..
i dun understand u..
u r so far away now..
u r drifting.. further n further away..
now..
i feel sad..
i dunnoe wad to do next..
n.. i feel unloved..
that innocent smile which captivates
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