i watched a movie with you yesterday,
i'm so happy,
suddenly it felt as though it was back like before,
except that there wasn't hugs,
you didn't held my hand,
n i didn't lie on ur shoulder..
but it's okae,
because you're still sitting right beside me,
n i think you would be happier this way..
i think i know how it feels to lose the one you love,
only now.
every minute, every second when there is silence,
you'll appear in my head,
everytime when i'm alone,
i'll think how you used to be by my side,
everytime someone msgs me,
i'll think of those sweet msgs u sent,
everytime i see the hearts you gave,
i'll remember the day we were counting them..
and i'll keep wondering,
if i stil have a place in your heart,
if you're thinking of me,
if u have the intentions to msg me again,
if you still remember those hearts..
i think everyone is tired of hearing all these,
i think you're tired of all that too..
hmm..i think from now on,
i should just talk about other things,
i don't even think you'll be reading this,
it's alright,
i just have no rights to think or,
hope you'll be reading..
i am clueless about what you're thinking,
you don't update your blog anymore,
i don't see you online or see your nick anymore,
i don't,
confront you anymore..
i guess i'll never know.
that innocent smile which captivates
`[6:56 PM]
