Monday, March 28, 2005
i am tinkin too much..i noe..but..guess i hav no one to tell wad i truly am tinkin..peolple will get hurt knowin how i feel afta my thoughts..but..i dunnoe wad is wrong with me but i juz can't take the truth as it is..i feel so unimportant..tat even afta u were so angry n i juz left like that..u went to seep..u could get to sleep..he told me..he knows wad i am tinkin bu ti shldn't assume..okae..i shldn't..so juz take it tt i am juz assuming n dun get too affected if u're readin this..he told me..u would be sad if u were to noe wad i am tinkin..now ttu noe.. dun want u to be sad..tt is y i dun tell u how i feel..i am scared tt i would make u sad with the things i sae..my assumptions..finallie..everthing has come to light..i would only feel so sad bcuz i had been tinkin too much.but will u clear my doubts n tell me how u reallie feel..it doesnt matter if u reallie dun feel affected as much as i do..i juz wanna know..if i am reallie tinkin too much..i juz wanna sae..i'm sorrie..to make things so dfficult for u..to always make u worrie..once again..i wanna sae..sorrie for tinkin so much.sorrie for the assumptions..sorrie for all the sighs..sorrie for making u feel frustrated..
that innocent smile which captivates
`[1:03 AM]
